“Now that this faith has come, we are no longer under a guardian. So, in Christ Jesus you are all children of God through faith, for all of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are ALL one in Christ Jesus. If you belong to Christ, then you are Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.” Galatians 3:25-29
Jesus loved you so much he died in your place for your sins. It is very important to remind ourselves of how much he suffered and that this sacrifice was not for himself but for us. First, imagine the fear Jesus felt as his “human” mind anticipated the “human” suffering he was about to endure. How hard it must have been to know that not only was he going to suffer excruciating pain and die a sinless man, but he would be betrayed and his message rejected.
After the last supper, Jesus and the disciples walked to a garden called Gethsemane on the Mount of Olives. Jesus had most of the disciples sit down and then walked farther in with Peter, James, and John. He asked them to watch while He prayed and said to them, 'Pray that you do not come into temptation.' He returned three times to find them sleeping.
Jesus was in indescribable mental agony where his sweat became like drops of blood. The weight of what is about to happen is beyond human understanding. And so, in a very human but fervent prayer, Jesus tells God what He "desires," which is that these events would not have to happen.
In the same moment, Jesus also explicitly commits to obeying the will of God the Father. Obviously, no one would "want" to suffer torture and death, but Christ is loyal to God's plan above all else.
Jesus’ prayers in the Garden of Gethsemane described in the Bible:
“Then Jesus came with them to a place called Gethsemane, and told His disciples, 'Sit here while I go over there and pray.' He said to them, 'Pray that you do not come into temptation.' And He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee (James and John) with Him and began to be grieved and distressed. Then He said to them, 'My soul is deeply grieved, to the point of death; remain here and keep watch with Me.' He went a little beyond them, and fell on His face and prayed, saying, 'My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; yet not as I will, but as You will.' And being in agony, He was praying very fervently; and His sweat became like drops of blood, falling down upon the ground. He went away again a second time and prayed, saying, 'My Father, if this cup cannot pass away unless I drink from it, your will be done.' And He left them again, and went away and prayed a third time, saying the same thing once more.” Matthew 26
There were various methods of executing crucifixion. This is how they describe the process that our Lord and Savior endured for all mankind.
“Usually, the condemned man, after being whipped, or “scourged,” dragged the crossbeam of his cross to the place of punishment, where the upright shaft was already fixed in the ground. Stripped of his clothing either then or earlier at his scourging, he was bound fast with outstretched arms to the crossbeam or nailed firmly to it through the wrists. The crossbeam was then raised high against the upright shaft and made fast to it about 9 to 12 feet (approximately 3 meters) from the ground. Next, the feet were tightly bound or nailed to the upright shaft. A ledge inserted about halfway up the upright shaft gave some support to the body; evidence for a similar ledge for the feet is rare and late. Over the criminal’s head was placed a notice stating his name and his crime. Death ultimately occurred through a combination of constrained blood circulation, organ failure, and asphyxiation as the body strained under its own weight. It could be hastened by shattering the legs (crurifragium) with an iron club, which prevented them from supporting the body’s weight and made inhalation more difficult, accelerating both asphyxiation and shock.”
Jesus’ judgement and persecution described in the Bible:
“They kept on crying out, saying, 'Crucify, crucify Him!' And they stripped Him and put a red cloak on Him. They twisted together a crown of thorns, put it on his head, and placed a staff in his right hand. And they knelt down before him and mocked him: "Hail, King of the Jews!" They blindfolded Him and repeatedly asked Him, saying, 'Prophesy, who is the one who hit You?' And they spit on Him and took the reed and beat Him on the head. And after they had mocked Him, they took the cloak off Him and put His own garments back on Him and led Him away to crucify Him. They gave Him wine mixed with bile to drink; and after tasting it, He was unwilling to drink it.” Matthew 27
It is said that Jesus was so disfigured that it was impossible to recognize him as a man or a woman. They tore his beard out and flogged him so hard that it literally tore the skin off his body revealing his ribs and spine. As the cross was dropped into the hole, his shoulders were dislocated making it difficult to support his body and impossible to breathe.
“Just as there were many who were appalled at him —his appearance was so disfigured beyond that of any human being and his form marred beyond human likeness” Isaiah 52:14
Jesus’ crucifixion described in the Bible:
“And as they came out, they found a man of Cyrene, Simon by name: him they compelled to bear his cross. And when they were come unto a place called Golgotha, that is to say, a place of a skull, they gave him vinegar to drink mingled with gall: and when he had tasted thereof, he would not drink. And they crucified him, and parted his garments, casting lots: that it might be fulfilled which was spoken by the prophet, they parted my garments among them, and upon my vesture did they cast lots. And sitting down they watched him there; And set up over his head his accusation written, THIS IS JESUS THE KING OF THE JEWS. And immediately one of them ran, and taking a sponge, he filled it with sour wine and put it on a reed and gave Him a drink. And Jesus cried out again with a loud voice and gave up His spirit.” Matthew 27
More than this physical suffering was the silence from His Father during the last three hours as he took on all the sin of mankind.
“And about the ninth hour Jesus cried out with a loud voice, saying, 'ELI, ELI, LEMA SABAKTANEI?' that is, 'MY God, MY God, WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?' Matthew 27:46